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Edgy, Cool and Tortured

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My classmates in Creative Writing would understand how edgy, cool and tortured I was, and how cool my drinking was.
The first writing assignment I workshopped in my fiction writing class was from my *ahem* novel, a chapter in which the narrator, reeling from a devastating breakup, hurtles into alcoholic drinking and ends up in rehab. Funny how I was writing things, as ‘fiction,’ that hadn’t happened to me yet, but were going to. Was it prediction? Manifestation? But a story about rehab, that would certainly make everyone think I was edgy, cool and tortured. I didn’t even bother to mask my breath if I came back from swigging wine in the bathroom at break, because that’s what someone who was edgy cool and tortured would do, and because I WANTED them to talk. I imagined them having whispered discussions about me in the hallway, wondering if I had indeed been to rehab myself, because that would just be so ME, given how edgy cool and tortured I was.
Want me to talk nerdy to you? Check me out on the Ryan Stick show:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynHQudyAyuk&t=4110s
Send questions, comments or just say ‘hi’ at
interactivememoir@gmail.com
Call to action: Share this with someone you think might relate to it. We never know what little things might make a difference in someone acknowledging their own need for help.
Join the Facebook group!
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If you want to support the podcast, the book, and my ability to keep doing it, you can show your support at:
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/recovery
Find me on Twitter!
https://twitter.com/ToMemoir
If you like what I’m doing and find it useful or entertaining, recommend it to a friend, subscribe, rate it, share it, or all of the above!
Thanks to Bensound.com for the intro and outro music
Here is a list of suicide crisis hotlines by country:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
Here are links to support groups with an online presence that can be vital in recovery:
For a comprehensive list of 12 Step Meetings:
https://12step.org/social/online-meetings
Smart Recovery:
https://www.smartrecovery.org/community
Refuge Recovery
https://www.refugerecovery.org

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My classmates in Creative Writing would understand how edgy, cool and tortured I was, and how cool my drinking was.
The first writing assignment I workshopped in my fiction writing class was from my *ahem* novel, a chapter in which the narrator, reeling from a devastating breakup, hurtles into alcoholic drinking and ends up in rehab. Funny how I was writing things, as ‘fiction,’ that hadn’t happened to me yet, but were going to. Was it prediction? Manifestation? But a story about rehab, that would certainly make everyone think I was edgy, cool and tortured. I didn’t even bother to mask my breath if I came back from swigging wine in the bathroom at break, because that’s what someone who was edgy cool and tortured would do, and because I WANTED them to talk. I imagined them having whispered discussions about me in the hallway, wondering if I had indeed been to rehab myself, because that would just be so ME, given how edgy cool and tortured I was.
Want me to talk nerdy to you? Check me out on the Ryan Stick show:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynHQudyAyuk&t=4110s
Send questions, comments or just say ‘hi’ at
interactivememoir@gmail.com
Call to action: Share this with someone you think might relate to it. We never know what little things might make a difference in someone acknowledging their own need for help.
Join the Facebook group!
https://www.facebook.com/groups/156764336366378
If you want to support the podcast, the book, and my ability to keep doing it, you can show your support at:
https://www.buymeacoffee.com/recovery
Find me on Twitter!
https://twitter.com/ToMemoir
If you like what I’m doing and find it useful or entertaining, recommend it to a friend, subscribe, rate it, share it, or all of the above!
Thanks to Bensound.com for the intro and outro music
Here is a list of suicide crisis hotlines by country:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
Here are links to support groups with an online presence that can be vital in recovery:
For a comprehensive list of 12 Step Meetings:
https://12step.org/social/online-meetings
Smart Recovery:
https://www.smartrecovery.org/community
Refuge Recovery
https://www.refugerecovery.org

Support the Show.

  continue reading

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