In this episode I will talk about the period of time from my arrest (for theft of a plastic provisional driving license), as a result of false allegations my partner made, through to my seven day crown court trial at Southwark Crown Court. All episodes are unedited so that I can speak with our truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. In the future we may feature individuals stories. To contact the show email info@jp-podcast.com Charities that can help; In an emergency call 999 and Ask for ANI (Action Needed Immediately) ManKind Initiative (Helping Men escape domestic abuse) Weekdays 10am to 4pm - 01823 334 244 Refuge (For Women and Children against domestic violence) Call 24/7 for free on 0808 2000 247 www.refuge.org.uk Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

In this episode I will talk through the domestic abuse I suffered at home, which happened simultaneously alongside the abuse I was suffering at work. The episode details how I found myself to become arrested as a result of false allegations made to the police by my then ex-partner. All episodes are unedited so that I can speak with our truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. This episode contains details of domestic abuse. If you have been affected by it, please see below a list of charities that can help. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. In the future we may feature individuals stories. To contact the show email info@jp-podcast.com Charities that can help; In an emergency call 999 and Ask for ANI (Action Needed Immediately) ManKind Initiative (Helping Men escape domestic abuse) Weekdays 10am to 4pm - 01823 334 244 Refuge (For Women and Children against domestic violence) Call 24/7 for free on 0808 2000 247 www.refuge.org.uk Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

In this episode I talk through the period of my life whilst I was a serving Metropolitan Police probationary officer (2009). I will talk about how I was sexually assaulted on multiple occasions by my then line manager, a serving Metropolitan Police Sergeant. I have recorded this episode today, on the day that Baroness Louise Casey has released a report into the culture and standards of the Metropolitan Police Service. Baroness Casey was tasked with the investigation after serving police officer Wayne Couzens murdered Sarah Everard. She told the BBC that institutional racism, sexism and homophobia were present "across the organisation". Author of landmark report says Met can ‘no longer presume that it has the permission of the people of London to police them’ The Metropolitan Police Commissioner Sir Mark Rowley has said that he accepts Baroness Casey's "diagnosis". I have struggled to find the strength to record this episode as it contains the details of the traumatising sexual assaults I experienced. I have tried on two occasions to record it but just couldn't get all the words out. This report today has given me the jolt I needed to try and get my story out there, in the hope to help others. All episodes are unedited so that I can speak with our truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. This episode contains details of sexual assault. If you have been affected by it, please see below a list of charities that can help. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. Charities that can help; The Rape Crisis national freephone helpline on 0808 802 9999 (12 to 2.30pm and 7 to 9.30pm every day of the year) Rape Crisis Male Victim 24 hour phoneline on 0808 500 2222 Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

In this episode I talk through my early days in the Metropolitan Police as a probationary Police Constable. I speak about the relentless bullying I experienced for being gay, that I suffered at the hands of my line managers. All episodes are unedited so that I can speak with our truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. I hope by recording this podcast it raises awareness of psychosis generally, as well as helps people diagnosed with it, or those supporting someone with it. In the future we may feature individuals psychosis stories, with the aim of helping others. To get in touch with the show; info@jp-podcast.com If you found this podcast helpful please rate it so others can find it more easily. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. Charities that can help; Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

I will share with you what's currently going on in my life right now, it involves the police and directly relates to the story I am trying to tell. I felt I needed to explain why I am struggling to tell this story, because the whole matter is very much alive right now. This episode is dedicated to the other victim, you know who you are. I hope you have the strength to carry on another day. You called me a hero for trying to tell my story, of suffering, also at the hands of Sergeant S. I also feel you are a hero for dealing with what you are dealing with. We have never spoken or met each other, but we are fighting to have our stories heard. All episodes are unedited so that I can speak with my truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. I hope by recording this podcast it raises awareness of psychosis generally, as well as helps people diagnosed with it, or those supporting someone with it. In the future we may feature individuals psychosis stories, with the aim of helping others. To get in touch with the show; info@jp-podcast.com If you found this podcast helpful please rate it so others can find it more easily. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. Charities that can help; Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

In this episode my mum (Kim) and I talk about my recovery, from the point of diagnosis right through my three years under the care of the Early Interventions team (NHS first episode psychosis recovery team). We will talk through adverse reactions to a medication, aripiprazole, which led to extreme muscle cramps, suicidal thoughts, unable to leave a dark room and other symptoms. We will also talk through when and how we felt the psychotic thoughts stopped. All episodes are unedited so that we can speak with our truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. We hope by recording this podcast it raises awareness of psychosis generally, as well as helps people diagnosed with it, or those supporting someone with it. In the future we may feature individuals psychosis stories, with the aim of helping others. To get in touch with the show; info@jp-podcast.com If you found this podcast helpful please rate it so others can find it more easily. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. Charities that can help; Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

In this episode my mum (Kim) and I talk about the days leading up to my Psychosis episode in 2019. We talk through the week of the episode, day by day, along with what unfolded up until the point that the CRISIS team diagnosed me. All episodes are unedited so that we can speak with our truest words and don't have to painfully listen back at this time. We hope by recording this podcast it raises awareness of psychosis generally, as well as helps people diagnosed with it, or those supporting someone with it. In the future we may feature individuals psychosis stories, with the aim of helping others. To get in touch with the show; info@jp-podcast.com If you found this podcast helpful please rate it so others can find it more easily. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. Charities that can help; Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…

In this short introduction episode Jason explains what this podcast will contain and sets the scene to his psychosis diagnosis. In the future we may feature individuals psychosis stories, with the aim of helping others. To get in touch with the show; info@jp-podcast.com If you found this podcast helpful please rate it so others can find it more easily. This podcast series will contain information and experiences relating to; suicide, drug abuse and addiction, sexual assault within the police force, domestic violence, being gay and sexuality. Charities that can help; Samaritans Confidential support for people experiencing feelings of distress or despair. (Free 24 hour helpline) - 116 123 YoungMinds Information on child and adolescent mental health. Services for parents and professionals. (Mon - Friday 9.30am - 4pm) - 0808 802 5544 MIND Promotes the views and needs of people with mental health problems. (Mon - Fri 9am - 6pm) - 0300 123 3393…