Follow my journey from fantasy cuckoldress to real life cuckoldress exploring the realms of cuckolding. After years of discussion, and humouring my cuck husband's kink, it occurred to me that to deny being his cuckoldress was to deny him part of his sexuality. As a loving wife, perhaps I ought to take on lovers (known as bulls in the cuckolding lifestyle), and satisfy my sexual needs to satisfy his?
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Cuckolding - what goes deeper than sex?
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The last unreleased episode from last year. In this episode my cuckold and I dissect the subject of cuckolding and ask ourselves whether or not I had been cuckolding him since the day we married and what really hurt. I would occasionally arrange for David to collect me from my work premises after session playing with one of my submissives. He would…
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Playing with fuel whilst playing with the fire - can fantasy and reality exist in cuckolding safely?
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An issue arose at the time of recording the final episodes in series 1. In this episode, we dissect the matter and share what happened, why it happened, how we dealt with it, and what we learned moving forward. We are talking about how the fantasy and reality of cuckolding can become extremely fuzzy if not understood and how communication is more t…
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Did cuckolding destroy our marriage?
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There is no doubt that cuckolding tests marriage to the extreme, and that is at the best of times. Then throw into the mix a house move, business premises move, son leaving for university, daughter leaving school, and of course, getting through COVID with umpteen lockdowns. Hardly surprising that the last podcast was way back in August 2021?? Here …
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Ep19 Our first cuckolding experience. How did it really go?
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It's THE podcast you have all been waiting for. Our first meet has happened, we have had time to process, and now it's time to share.Av Anna Hardwood
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Ep19 PREVIEW Our first cuckolding experience. How did it really go?
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Episode 18 - Outed By The Ex, What Did The Judge Say?
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Several years ago, my husband’s ex-wife discovered who I was and what I did. It wasn’t that she was horrified, she wasn’t. How could she be? She was very familiar with Mistresses having watched several films from The English Mansion when with him. But what a convenient cosh to stop the children from seeing their father and cast doubt on me. Listen …
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Episode 17: What is it like being married to a professional dominatrix?
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It is every submissive male's dream to marry a professional dominatrix, but does the reality match up to the femdom fantasy? Lady Anna, the renowned Medical & Breath Play Mistress, chats to her submissive husband to discover where his kinks started, why he has his fetishes, and why he visited his first professional dominatrix. If you would like to …
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Episode 16: Does Cuckolding Make or Break a Marriage? Also, Our First Date Is Arranged!
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Cuckolding, the act of extramarital sex, will no doubt put a tremendous strain on a marriage, but does it? Does cuckolding add to the marriage, or destroy the marriage? A couple who can communicate, really communicate with honesty and trust, should ensure that they are entering the cuckolding lifestyle for the right reasons, or at least be prepared…
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Episode 16: PREVIEW - Does Cuckolding Make or Break a Marriage?
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Cuckolding, the act of extramarital sex, will no doubt put a tremendous strain on a marriage, but does it? Does cuckolding add to the marriage, or destroy the marriage? A couple who can communicate, really communicate with honesty and trust, should ensure that they are entering the cuckolding lifestyle for the right reasons, or at least be prepared…
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Episode 15: Cuckold vs Bull, Who Should The Wife Prioritise?
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In a cuckolding relationship, there is the Cuckold, his Wife, and her Lover. But who is in charge, really? The bull likes to be in charge, as his label implies, and the hapless cuckold should be at the beck and call of his wife and her lover. But should he? We discuss the importance of really understanding the dynamics needed to ensure that this li…
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Episode 14: What If He Said "No More Cuckolding"!?
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I was asked a great question on Reddit. "Hi listing to a episode of your podcast with your husband. Hope it’s ok to ask as really curious. If your husband genuinely didn’t want it anymore would you really refuse to stop? Say for example if it really bothered him to the point of causing insecurity? Sounds like you have a great relationship. Seeing t…
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Episode 13: Chastity & Other Forms of Denial
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In this episode my cuck husband and I discuss the denial and chastity. Should I deny my husband sex with me? He loves denial, so it would be very loving of me to encourage this denial and help him embrace long term chastity. Twitter Website PatreonAv Anna Hardwood
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Episode 15: PREVIEW - Cuckold vs Bull, Who Should The Wife Prioritise?
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In a cuckolding relationship, there is the Cuckold, his Wife, and her Lover. But who is in charge, really? The bull likes to be in charge, as his label implies, and the hapless cuckold should be at the beck and call of his wife and her lover. But should he? We discuss the importance of really understanding the dynamics needed to ensure that this li…
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Episode 12: Overnighters Without My Cuckold
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Being a cuckold isn't just knowing about, or watching, your wife having sex with #bulls. It's about being teased and dominated by your wife when she returns home, thoroughly satisfied and glowing, after seeing her lovers. Not just verbal teasing though. Oh no, that is painful, but not painful enough. A cuckold should also be shown what he is being …
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Episode 14: PREVIEW - What If He Said "No More Cuckolding"!?
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I was asked a great question on Reddit. "Hi listing to a episode of your podcast with your husband. Hope it’s ok to ask as really curious. If your husband genuinely didn’t want it anymore would you really refuse to stop? Say for example if it really bothered him to the point of causing insecurity? Sounds like you have a great relationship. Seeing t…
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Episode 11: Teasing My Cuckold - Part 1
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Being a cuckold isn't just knowing or watching your wife having sex with other men. It's about being teased and dominated by your wife when she returns home, satisfied, after seeing her lovers. Not just verbal teasing though. Oh no, that is painful, but not painful enough. A cuckold should also be shown what he is being denied.…
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Episode 10: Can You Have A Female Bull?
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Would a female lover be a threat to his marriage and therefore a source of cuckold angst? Or would a woman be less of a threat to his masculinity and thus no cause of concern? TWITTERAv Anna
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Episode 13 PREVIEW: Chastity & Other Forms of Denial
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PREVIEW In this episode my cuck husband and I discuss the denial and chastity. Should I deny my husband sex with me? He loves denial, so it would be very loving of me to encourage this denial and help him embrace long term chastity. Twitter Website PatreonAv Anna Hardwood
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Episode 9: Differences Between A Bull, a Lover, a Boyfriend? Teasing My Cuckold Husband
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Don't rely too much on labels, because often they are fables ~Charles Spurgeon, preacher. When a man calls himself a bull, I have expectations. Sometimes those expectations are let down when I view his gallery or profile pic. A bull ought to be a fine specimen, a man in peak physical condition. Not always true. Rarely true. Why bull anyway? Is love…
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Episode 12: Overnighters Without My Cuckold PREVIEW
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Episode 11: Teasing My Cuckold - Part 1 - PREVIEW
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Being a cuckold isn't just knowing or watching your wife having sex with other men. It's about being teased and dominated by your wife when she returns home, satisfied, after seeing her lovers. Not just verbal teasing though. Oh no, that is painful, but not painful enough. A cuckold should also be shown what he is being denied. The FULL episode wil…
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Episode 8: Monogamy, & Are Stags Insecure Cuckolds?
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David and I discussed monogamy and wondered if it was just a fantasy that couples pretend is realistic. How practical is monogamy and are we supposed to be monogamous anyway? Isn’t modern life the enemy of monogamy? How are you supposed to be sexually faithful to just one person when by the time you get to the privacy of bedtime you are often sick …
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Episode 9 PREVIEW: Differences Between A Bull, a Lover, a Boyfriend? Teasing My Cuckold Husband
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Don't rely too much on labels, because often they are fables ~Charles Spurgeon, preacher. When a man calls himself a bull, I have expectations. Sometimes those expectations are let down when I view his gallery or profile pic. A bull ought to be a fine specimen, a man in peak physical condition. Not always true. Rarely true. Why bull anyway? Is love…
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Ep 10 PREVIEW: Can You Get Female Bulls?
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Do bulls have to be male? Could I really indulge and explore by finding a female bull? What does my cuckold husband think about that?Av Anna
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Episode 7: Why Is Choosing the Right Bull So Important?
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Choosing the right bull for your dynamic is undoubtedly extremely important for many reasons. The last thing that any couple wants to deal with is the fallout from choosing the wrong person who is so unsuitable that it causes major problems and misunderstandings. So what are we talking about? READ MORE...…
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Episode 6: R-E-S-P-E-C-T Find Out What It Means To Me
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In theory, looking for a #Bull sounds relatively easy. Go online, join a few forums, open up a profile on a dating site and see what bites. Oh, and boy do they bite! I have had enquires from Scandinavia, Australia, the US…but I live in the UK so I wasn’t looking much further afield than Manchester, maybe Leeds. Further away, if they were promising …
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Episode 5: How Does He Feel Being Called A Cuckold?
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My husband loves it when I call him a cuckold, or my cuckold. But he knows I say it because I love him and I know what a thrill it gives him. But what about when others call him a cuckold or refer to him as a cuckold? Why would it be any different? fBqutyOW4ohozA1ylzf9
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Episode 4: Why Do I Feel So Guilty?
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I was in bed, chatting to one of my potential Bulls on Kik, when I got up to go to the bathroom. My cuckold hubby was lay next to me. I put my phone down face first. But why? Was I hiding my phone in case the bull replied and my husband saw it? Or had I just put my phone down and it happened to be laying on its face? We discuss this and work out if…
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Episode 3: The New Chastity Device
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We have used honour based chastity for years, after finding that even the best chastity devices are not practical for daily use. A chance find, of a forgotten treasure, proves to be a remarkable and easy solution. LINKS My website & blog My TwitterAv Anna
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Episode 2: Why would a married woman want lovers?
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Why would a married woman want lovers? Why would her husband allow her to have lovers? We discuss the ability to compartmentalise various aspects of our lives and how one aspect does not have to ruin everything else. Is this a male trait, or can women have it all too? Anna and her cuckold husband discuss the possibility of ruining the marriage by a…
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I'm not entirely sure when my husband started talking about cuckolding, but it seems like years ago. Years of references, an ankle bracelet for a gift, wanting me to call him my cuckold, until finally, one day, I looked him in the eye and said "Really?" My husband's fantasy was forming a potential reality in my mind. Talking about it was one thing,…
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