Best Wishes scrambles into combat at the Manor, dealing with the consequences that will change one of them forever... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Ma…

You don't want to look at it. You don't want to see. But you need to. The Weave has a story for you, and you need to look at it to know. But be careful... while you are watching, who is watching you? Content warnings for this episode include: grief & loss // betrayal // abandonment & rejection // death // corruption & possession // body horror // s…

A hectic confrontation on the road upends the party, as they try to get themselves ready for one tasty party at the Murnau Manor... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean …

Things go awry in the sewers below Q'lor, and Miri confronts an old friend about their shared past with Nedari... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark D…

What's inside you will sustain. What's inside you is a gift. What's inside you is a hope beyond hope. How do you slake your hunger? What would you give to feel whole again? Content warnings for this episode include: food & feeding // grief & loss // betrayal // threats // body horror // family conflict // discussion of attempted murder Godkiller: B…

Esper reunites with Best Wishes on the dark streets of Q'lor, as they foray into the sights of Enoch Murneau & The Carnal Coven... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (…

It's HOT CRAZY DEATH, baby! We're back to see what Esper gets up to after he ran from the Cardic Gemini, with our dear sweet baby boy Sux Benedict, as the band faces off against foes in both metaphorical and literal hell.. Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch,…

Time. You thought you had more time. But between the Scion and the creeping form in the mirror, it has all come too fast. But goodness, aren't you hungry? Are you fed? Eat. Content warnings for this episode include: police brutality // premeditated violence // deceit // power dynamics // forced confinement // corruption // nepotism // hunger & forc…

A plane shift gone wrong lands Best Wishes in the Plane of Ooze, where they do some heroics before FINALLY making it to Q'lor and making a strong first impression... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Dec…

A prince amongst priests. A God amongst men. The darkness is your home, but be careful: what happens when the light is shone on your mortality? Content warnings for this episode include: shadows & the dark // nepotism // corruption // religious overtones // power dynamics // greed // uninvited entry // condescension // violence // premeditated murd…

Best Wishes plots their next path, saying goodbye to Taywin, and making a stop over at Temple Felinis before returning to Miri's old stomping grounds... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood…

Welcome to our first Godkiller: Balance Talkback, where Em, Gina & Jannes dive into your questions about our show thus far. Spoilers abound, so consider yourself warned! This talkback covers up to Episode 7: Remembering, and drops lots of hints about the upcoming episodes. We talk about our process with the show, the characters and the world, as we…

You have to run, you have to. You cannot fight the inevitable. And you have to remember that you can't fight the reality of what's right in front of you. What you see, what you know, and what you want. Content warnings for this episode include: grief // loss // death of a parent // parent-child conflict // gaslighting // being watched, pursed, & ch…

Do you remember when you were made from the mud? How long have you been alone? Did your father want you? And who will save you when the Scion turns his gaze on you? Content warnings for this episode include: grief // loss // death of a parent // parent-child conflict // romance // heartbreak // threats of violence & persecution // systemic oppressi…

The party attempts a heist(?) while Tim(?) puts them through a gauntlet at the Veytoma Academy... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign, DM'd by our special guest DM, The GM Tim! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/h…

Best Wishes spends a night recovering after the Cardic Gemini in their new abode in Taywin... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; S…

There is comfort in being lost. There is hope in being found. There is fear in being truly seen and known, but it is worth it in the end. Content warnings for this episode include: grief // loss // allusions to pre-meditated murder // parent-child conflict // betrayal // romance // heartbreak Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susa…

A tense standoff atop the caldera of Asari as Best Wishes struggles to resolve the Cardic Gemini... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Ro…

Roslyn explore further into the terrifying dreamscape, challenging a malevolently kind Fox as she seeks control of her fate... Content warnings for this episode include: knife violence // graphic descriptions of harm to animals, animal death // meat and animal gore (skinning) // gaslighting // death of a parent // hallucinations // storms (thunder …

The Cardic Gemini is upon us, and the harrowing battle for the state of magic in the world of Teris begins... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexbloo…

Best Wishes finds Blueberry's sibling, Raas, and time ticks down to the Gemini as the volcano Asari gets unstable... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, …

It’s time to stop dreaming, because the real world is banging on your door. The City of Glass demands your attention, as you look to find what’s lost… Content warnings for this episode include: violence // body horror // police brutality // animal endangerment // death // murder // grief // loss // romance // heartbreak // being chased // ulterior …

We are back tonight as we journey up to the caldera of Asari with the Gemini looming... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean …

The party races to the Bloodwood, fending off the Kaissar as the Cardic Gemini approaches... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; …

We find Ever on her own journey through the Dreamscape, as she searches for answers about the path she and Rake now walk… Content warnings for this episode include: grief // romance // omission of truth // pain & superficial wounds Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. This season’s dramaturge is Tim Carlson.…

As Roslyn realizes how lost she is, she takes matters into her own hands while the Never Was calls her deeper still… Content warnings for this episode include: The woods // getting lost // violence // misogyny // gaslighting // death of a parent // knives as weapons // substance use // taunting/teasing // blood // birth imagery // holes and pits //…

As Rake fails to dream, something else awaits in the liminal space between sleep and awake… Content warnings for this episode include: Sleep paralysis // Body horror // creature horror & teeth // threats of violence Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. This season’s dramaturge is Tim Carlson. Special thanks …

In our opening chapter, we meet a young girl named Roslyn, and find her foraging for mushrooms on the edge of a world unknown. The Never Was beckons… did you bring your knife? Wayward Autumnal is performed by Em Carlson as Roslyn, the Traveller, Anne Monteverdi as the Arcadian, and Cameron Strittmater, Candace Marie, and Josephine King as our Terro…

The party treks towards the Blistered Heart deep within the Shadowfell, and gets a startling sending from an old foe... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Decla…

Esper pleads with Osyron, as Best Wishes has some heart-to-hearts and prepares to go into the Shadowfell... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood …

Ever and Rake meet at the Lamp. The glint of the blade, the draw of power. Deals struck, bargains made. You’re ready, right? Content warnings for this episode include: Threats of violence // anger // concealed identity // knives as weapons // gaslighting // substance use Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. …

The party takes stock following the Battle at the Basin, and then dives down deep into the trench below Keshoera... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, H…

Everything changes today. Remember that. Wherever we end up, however this universe ends, it all starts today. Content warnings for this episode include: anger // discussion of deep water // taunting // aggression // substance use // knives as weapons Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. This season’s dramatu…

The battle to save Keshoera gets in full swing as the party dives in head first (but doesn't touch the water)... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexb…

Mark catches up with the shenanigans in Sigil, and the party makes their way to Keshoera to get the lay of the land... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan…

The party enjoys a romp through Sigil. Abyssal shrimp, anyone? Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, …

With Thielia’s divinity now out of her hands, she leaves the Cradle behind to find what has been lost… Content warnings for this episode include: death // parent-child conflict // romance // grief Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. The voice of Thielia, Maiden of the Deep Woods, is Anjali Bhimani. The voic…

Ever continues her trip south, and finds the heart of her beloved forest, before arriving to a fated and foretold destiny on the steps of Temple Lybica… Content warnings for this episode include: The woods // grief // religious overtones // death // visions // fantasy violence // war // death of a loved one // funerals // Godkiller: Balance is perf…

The party takes stock following the prison break, and a tense confrontation turns their sights to Keshoera; but not before a quick stop over in the City of Doors... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of…

Best Wishes negotiates with the Silverwatch, and things get heated in the middle of a prison break... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phanto…

Welcome back to the Cradle, heretics. In our first episode, we meet Rake, a young man with a job to do, as he is set on a course of duty and vengeance by his dark patron… Content warnings for this episode include: Betrayal // substance use // fantasy violence // body horror // falling // unsafe water // power dynamics and struggle // religious over…

Best Wishes delves deep into a cursed lake, while attempting to keep Mark's "roommate" at bay... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rog…

The party recovers from the siege, and is given access to the Argentus library while secrets loom within a nearby cursed lake... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Es…

In a prologue to our season, we meet Ever Halassian, preparing to leave her home of Temisset on a fated and forlorn journey south towards Glass… Content warnings for this episode include: Romance // heartbreak // conflict between romantic partners // death of a parent // withholding information // religious overtones // grief Godkiller: Balance is …

The Siege of Silverwatch is in full swing, and Best Wishes fights for the Dathian Rebels - one small part of an overwhelming conflict that spans the region... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the M…

Plans are made, and the battle to reclaim Castle Silverwatch from the hands of the Kaissar loyalists kicks off... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hex…

Mark delves into the brains of someone with the same powers as him, Thistle explores dreams, and the part makes their way towards the besieged Silverwatch castle... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of…

The end comes, and our Godkiller weaves their way forward towards something new… Content warnings for this episode include: Grief / fantasy violence / guns as weapons / threats to loved ones / allusions to war & genocide / memory loss Godkiller: Oblivion is performed by Em Carlson, Christian Navarro & Jannes Wessels. The voice of Ashmedai is Cody H…

In our penultimate installment, our Godkiller comes face to face with a haunting figure from their past and treks down, down, down towards the Empty God in the well… Content warnings for this episode include: Grief / fantasy violence / pain / imprisonment / the dark / allusions to war & genocide / betrayal / claustrophobia / pain / unsafe water / f…

In our ninth installment, the twin-souled priest finally unites, and begins their trek across the wastes of the Cradle towards Barrencliff… Content warnings for this episode include: Heartbreak / grief / death of parent / graveyards / fantasy violence / guns as weapons / religious overtones / power dynamics and struggle / allusions to war and genoc…