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At seventeen, Terra is captivated by a charismatic classmate who exploits her need for attention, leading them into a troubling cycle of drug abuse and criminal behavior. Terra's physical addiction to him only serves to deepen the toxicity within their relationship.
**This episode contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, murder, suicide, mental, emotional, and physical abuse, and drug use. Listener discretion is advised.**
chapters
(00:00) listen with caution
(00:16) next on lovelustfear
(01:42) about terra
(02:23) terra’s story
(33:25) questions & answers
(36:46) closing thoughts
(37:43) charity & organizations
(38:12) submit your story
(38:23) disclaimer
quotes
“I found myself leaning into the attention whenever I would get it. And then when the attention would stop, I would seek it out.” - Terra
“…but then he smoothed things over. He was just so good at explaining everything so good at covering everything up.” - Terra
“With him coming into my life with him even bringing the drugs and creating that addiction, it created an addiction in the relationship with him.” - Terra
“It made me feel like I had to have my phone on me all the time. I need to answer him right away. I need to, be there for him. And, if I didn't answer that message, then I got punished.” - Terra
“I say before you even think about making that comment of ‘she should have left’ or ‘she chose this’ is go and do the research of how hard it is to leave. Go and do the research of what your brain actually looks like when you're in this toxic relationship.” - Terra
music | sounds
Music (CC BY 4.0):
Lost Place Atmospheres (001 - 003) and Neon City by Sascha Ende
Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Other Music and Sound Effects by Alex Wit, Yevhenii Kovalenko, Cybercutie, AlesiaDavina, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
Spacetime by Mountaineer
stay aware | follow | share (terra)
https://seasonofjustice.org
https://www.terranewellsurvival.com
National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
Text: START to 88788
https://www.thehotline.org/
https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
I'll Take The Stairs Merch 25% of Sale Proceeds go to Season of Justice!
https://www.terranewellsurvival.com/shop/page/2/
Book a 1 on 1 call!
HTTPS://linktr.ee/terranewell
Sign up for the podcasting course!
https://coaching.terranewellsurvival.com
August 5th Moving Past Trauma Course
https://coaching.terranewellsurvival.com/moving-past-trauma-5-week-workshop/
Join Terra in Sedona September 13th-16th 2024!
Email Terranewellcoaching@gmail.com
Terra’s 30 Day Trauma Journal
https://square.link/u/DvXXYN27
Exclusive Content on Patreon!
http://patreon.com/Terrasbaddyclub
story submission information
If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
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E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
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Innehåll tillhandahållet av lovelustfear. Allt poddinnehåll inklusive avsnitt, grafik och podcastbeskrivningar laddas upp och tillhandahålls direkt av lovelustfear eller deras podcastplattformspartner. Om du tror att någon använder ditt upphovsrättsskyddade verk utan din tillåtelse kan du följa processen som beskrivs här https://sv.player.fm/legal.
At seventeen, Terra is captivated by a charismatic classmate who exploits her need for attention, leading them into a troubling cycle of drug abuse and criminal behavior. Terra's physical addiction to him only serves to deepen the toxicity within their relationship.
**This episode contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, murder, suicide, mental, emotional, and physical abuse, and drug use. Listener discretion is advised.**
chapters
(00:00) listen with caution
(00:16) next on lovelustfear
(01:42) about terra
(02:23) terra’s story
(33:25) questions & answers
(36:46) closing thoughts
(37:43) charity & organizations
(38:12) submit your story
(38:23) disclaimer
quotes
“I found myself leaning into the attention whenever I would get it. And then when the attention would stop, I would seek it out.” - Terra
“…but then he smoothed things over. He was just so good at explaining everything so good at covering everything up.” - Terra
“With him coming into my life with him even bringing the drugs and creating that addiction, it created an addiction in the relationship with him.” - Terra
“It made me feel like I had to have my phone on me all the time. I need to answer him right away. I need to, be there for him. And, if I didn't answer that message, then I got punished.” - Terra
“I say before you even think about making that comment of ‘she should have left’ or ‘she chose this’ is go and do the research of how hard it is to leave. Go and do the research of what your brain actually looks like when you're in this toxic relationship.” - Terra
music | sounds
Music (CC BY 4.0):
Lost Place Atmospheres (001 - 003) and Neon City by Sascha Ende
Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
Other Music and Sound Effects by Alex Wit, Yevhenii Kovalenko, Cybercutie, AlesiaDavina, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
Spacetime by Mountaineer
stay aware | follow | share (terra)
https://seasonofjustice.org
https://www.terranewellsurvival.com
National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
Text: START to 88788
https://www.thehotline.org/
https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
I'll Take The Stairs Merch 25% of Sale Proceeds go to Season of Justice!
https://www.terranewellsurvival.com/shop/page/2/
Book a 1 on 1 call!
HTTPS://linktr.ee/terranewell
Sign up for the podcasting course!
https://coaching.terranewellsurvival.com
August 5th Moving Past Trauma Course
https://coaching.terranewellsurvival.com/moving-past-trauma-5-week-workshop/
Join Terra in Sedona September 13th-16th 2024!
Email Terranewellcoaching@gmail.com
Terra’s 30 Day Trauma Journal
https://square.link/u/DvXXYN27
Exclusive Content on Patreon!
http://patreon.com/Terrasbaddyclub
story submission information
If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
subscription links
Chartable
https://link.chtbl.com/lovelustfear
Amazon Music
https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/b06d0ea8-cb29-4c3a-98e6-0249d84df748/lovelustfear
Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec
Apple
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283
RSS feed
https://audioboom.com/channels/5125912.rss
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