I have changed and transformed my life. It is not magic, but a diligent and hard work, which is a combination of many things; food, meditation, dedication, psychoanalysis, reading the right books, introspective look, retrospective analysis, the reasons of things that happened, then acceptance, forgiveness & let go. I have become a self-knowing, self-assured, focused person. In the first series; I am talking to discover what lies in my past. In the second series, I am talking about the tangib ...
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Truth from New Thought: Real Personal Transformation - Discover Pathways, If You Want to Change Your Life - Insights and Strategies for Growth
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The Series Book to Help You Understand 'Humanity' and 'Self' on a Deeper Level... Humans have always been curious, exploring the universe and its mysteries. But, an essential question arises: What should be the first subject of our study? It seems imperative that understanding humanity should be our priority. After all, knowing others and ourselves is foundational before venturing into the unknown realms of the universe. This series of books delves into the essence of humanity: "Arn'-Gone'-C ...
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Official Episode 9; The Future of Humanity - When Machines Surpass
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13:17The Future of Humanity - When Machines Surpass In a world where the lines between human intellect and artificial intelligence are rapidly blurring, we are faced with a critical question: What happens when machines surpass us? Join us on this thought-provoking journey as we delve into the unprecedented shift in human history where AI not only compet…
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Addiction is Never The Problem On the contrary, dealing with addiction teaches invaluable lessons. That makes addictions blessing in disguise for me. An addiction is telling you have something that bothers you. It hurt so much when it happened, you don’t want to do anything with it again. Each addiction maps to a certain type of emotion. That’s why…
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#34 Painting Talks, Visiting My Painting of 1 1 Years and More
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17:23Subscribe my blog: www.aybalse.com I am in Istanbul, there is elections today. Head to head, Turkish people are showing that they have their own minds. I am questionably hopeful for the future. Just couple hours ago, I was welcomed at a home who have had one of my painting on their wall for the last 12 years. They were different times then. I left …
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#33 Urban life, being in Nature, Playing with Cards
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7:15Is starting life from scratch really an easy start? Urban life has a jig, still my heart is at the nature. Picking up random cards from a deck and trying to predict the future.
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#32 Man at the train station; Never Fly without Microwave and Toaster
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11:17This episode, I am slightly more sinister. Looking into the main reason of why a man might be browsing porn pages at a translation, finding enlightenment in my kidneys, and passengers who couldn't separate from their microwaves and toaster when they are flying. Honestly, All of those happened, I am the true witness. tweet me your feed back, please,…
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I always wondered how the synchronicity works especially with money and deck of cards. Wanna check out my blog: brr tigers: better than my nonsense podcast I assure you: Blog: https://aybalse.com/exit24
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2 # 2 Duality, Right & Wrong; We, all, deal with something
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14:31Thread starts with the idea/concept of duality. The line between two opposites blurred in my life long time ago or maybe from the birth. What happens to the artist like me, self-taught but devoted their lives to art? Each of us choose to deal with something as priority; some money, some beauty, some emotional well being. It is like a level in a com…
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2 #1 Painting that made me decide to become artist & Old photos
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7:05Welcome to the first episode of the second season:) I am in Istanbul, staying at my mum's, looking at the painting that made me decide to become an artist. Whilst listening the sound of the city, I've found an envelope of photos.
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Today's pick is "Everything is Magnetic Field, this is how we are connected". Strange things are happening. I grow aware whatever I mention in these episodes turns out to pop up out of blue. I find it super interesting when my yesterday's metaphoric episode became my reality of the night. And of course a robin in the woods. I know, what am I saying…
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#28 SomeDay Tell A Light Hearted Story
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7:37I kissed a frog, married myself and we moved into a gigantic house. Build a botanical gardens. We start running workshops for men, women and children to learn the fundamental aspects of life. The first step was meeting with my vulnerabilities and not hiding or running away form my own self. My first light hearted story, one day at a time.…
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#27 Open Your Heart To Simple Pleasures of Life
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10:17Latest episode of I AM Ayse
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#26 Success, Something You Can Almost Smell
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13:31Success is something we can almost smell. Its smell appears before it becomes tangible. I actually talked about it all the way through this time. It comes with its own responsibilities. Ans the time it takes between the smell and the real appearance is essential for us. We can turn use it to complete the parts we are missing. Knowledge is everythin…
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This is the full recording of my first ever radio interview. Surprisingly I was so nervous. It was hard for me to talk about the amazingness of being selected for a prestigious art prize. It counts if I win it more than being selected I feel. But all an experience and my second interview flows a lot easier and jollier. I takes time to get used to b…
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It is never what you expect from the title. It is a new beginning after I discovered a new hot night drink, satsuma-numeric-honey. And an opportunity unleashed itself to get a dog. But dreams can change...
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I set off to talk about the cutest lips and smiles I have seen. There are 7 elephants by my window, basically means I will be buying my house but when? Shortly, someones smile and lips becomes the cutest if we both like each others company.
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Use the hand you have dealth, reprogram your mind. This was the paper I picked for today. But I talked about my eye sight for 3 min. Short and sweet, I've never able to see sharp and clear no matter how many times I have been to optician. I will go back to "reprogram your mind" on an other episode.
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Love Your Jumper. The shortest episode. ıt doesn't matter what you are wearing at that moment, own it, love it. It is the jumper you are wearing and loving it is make your day go seamless.
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Never give advice unless you are asked; rule number one. To be good with the people around you, to stay sane, to keep your energy; follow the rule number one. Have you ever noticed sometimes you know how to change someone's life if only they listen to you, but they never do. Possibly the vs is true too. It is either not the right to internalize the…
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What would I have in my home. What is home to me? A place to relax, to create, to love, to grow. Also polished concrete floors, an opium room with war paintings and maybe some where I can be anybody I want to be. Home is heart of love. What would a home mean to me?
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Pain is a focuser. It is easier to remember the scars than remember the flowers. Overlooking the existence of flowers in the room is a habit. What I notice about making the shift from remembering the scars to noticing the flowers is owning the scars, not hiding from them or hiding them from other people. Later, putting them aside clears up space to…
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#16 Why You Should not Have Goals, But Milestones
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19:18I ticked a list of goals, one by one. I achieved all my goals, now I know not the goals but the milestones are the keys for fulfilled success. But, What is the source of "setting goals"? Who pushes us, us? By nature goals contain satisfaction and milestones are more holistic which gives more freedom to create by accidental happenings as well. From …
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#15 You Are Alone Because You Try/Want To Be Liked
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12:31That is tricky. When we really want something, we produce a kind of smell or aura which becomes a put off. The only ones get close is the ones who produces the same sort of clinging actions. It is an involuntary happening. Dangerous... Know yourself woman and Shake it off from its legs...
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#14 I've found The Light, It Came Out Of Me
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21:33Quite a spiritual episode. I've found the light, it came out of me. I am not religious or a devote follower of any type spiritual teachings but I find myself meditating for the last 2 years. My mind during these meditations is not yet all quite. All sorts are happening. Popping up perspectives; step by step to my way. Most recently I gain an intere…
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The right thing comes as a cone of ice-cream, the right way to lick it is not from the floor sometimes. This episode, I jump from one to another pretty fast, catch me, we are a gang. The right thing happens to me when I don't force it. Is it faith, yes... I am learning to have faith in faith. Why not embrace the beautiful system that makes us. By t…
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#12 Look At Things Not So Much As Academic But As Smart and Curious Explorer
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17:12Episode 12; I side-tracked a bit but came back to you at the end. Today's pick says; "Look At Things Not So Much As Academic But As Smart and Curious Explorer" So I explored around the concept. What an academic mean for me is interesting; that makes me imagine a rigid system. Yet being fluid with my blowing up bulbs, I ended up having a meditation …
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Episode12 Sew The Seed; Wait; It Will Come
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5:36Seed is the ultimate question. What is the seed?
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#10 The Real Reason of The Fight is Not The Reason Of The Fight
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6:55Episode10; The real reason of the fight, is not the reason of the fight. This is a true fact for almost every fight I have seen or been. It is generally something that we can't put our finger on. Maybe a cracking bed, or a smilier smile of an ex-lover; a nightmare of 3 nights ago lingering in our system. ıt takes a bit of shaking the mind and makin…
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Episode9; Love enters the room, smile. Where was it before? I explore the kind of loves I've had so far. Just a few sprinkles. Opening a space for the new loves to enter and it has.
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Episode 8; Nobody is Unsuccessful, Find Your Own Success
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13:07Nobody is unsuccessful. It depends on the definition of success. When I use success for achieving things, managing not to die, adapting at a new country, completely learning a new language and a culture, I feel pretty successful. Find your success bonanza
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Episode7; The paper I picked from my Jar of Thoughts is; " You Can't Polist Before You Build": Another slap on my face. Yes that is exactly what I've always try to do. I like seeing results, getting feedbacks. They are the fun part. But, Without taking time and putting the effort into building whatever it is that I desire to have, polishing won't w…
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#6 The Power of a Daughter of a Single Mother is Unbeatable
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11:32Episode6; The Power of a daughter of a single mother is unbeatable: This is a fact. As a daughter of a single mother, I have seen some much of everything; loneliness, struggle, love, fear... What that made me become? In time, all the little big moments come back to surface and made be a superhuman, an unbeatable woman. If you are single mother or a…
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#5 This Is Why You Will Never Win An Argument
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3:29Episode5, A challenging statement. I will never win an argument because no arguments can be won, or I am not fit to win. On the flip side, it might be telling me by not winning an argument I will win the argument considering it through the impact and after affects perspective. Todays episode is really short. A sweet breeze for the takers.…
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#4 OverPowering Parents Are A Gift To Learn to Stand For Our Own Mind
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15:56#4 Overpowering parents are a gift to learn to stand for our own mind and to learn to negotiate the bitterness in a sweet manner. This is a long one, but it says a lot to me. Having a very dominating and critical mother, It has taken me a long time and so much effort to realize that her overpowering manner was a gift. A realization that has changed…
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Episode3, The note I picked from my jar of thoughts is; When Nothing Works!. This episode is filled with insights to my secret way of finding my purpose in life, figuring out what to do when nothing works, how to choose a path when things are critical. It shines torch on what to do when all crash under the feet. Starting or moving on has never been…
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Things do .... own things, I don ... to be
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11:052nd Episode, "Things do ... own things, I don...... to be", some of it is washed and not visible. Is it a reminder to mind my own business or possible it encourages for following my own path and not to look around much for influence. What is my conclusion? Short stories from my youth accompanies this late night conversation to myself. The right and…
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So Says my jar of thoughts. First picked note to my self by my younger self is; "It is not your fault". I divide it into pieces; "what is fault?, is fault exist as a concept? and if it does, whose fault is it?"
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